There is something comforting about it: the music plays from the iHome into our quiet, little apartment, Shawn McDonald sings about God. And in his songs God takes shape outside of a commonly dropped three-letter word. Perhaps “takes shape” isn’t even the right way to put it, because the mystery of His presence and the vastness of His being seems to cover the room with a greater ambiance than the trendy, eclectic furnishings or even the music itself. In the mood of the music lie promise, hope, and inspiration for something bigger amidst a bland setting. Everything’s dim, but in the beat of low strings and rich voice springs a joy that lingers with soft delight, enough to light the room of the apartment… and my heart.
I could pin it on the music, I could give credit to “the mood”, but nothing so inanimate can claim what is purely supernatural. God does this for me. And for me, it’s called encouragement.
Shawn McDonald sings live in Seattle, which is caught, captured, and released into our solitary apartment to make joyful noises against the white walls. The couch is one of many things accompanying the walls. And I am on the couch. I think of how Shawn would go on the road with his praises and how in those very verses it seemed to testify of the very road he was on. The road with God. I must be responding to his music because the words say something of my own heart. Something that has really needed to be said, acknowledged and told. I don’t even catch all the lyrics, but I long with the heart that is there. Being filled with God’s love, needing God; it all sounds rather general, but there is a depth that goes unsaid yet sings out with the ensemble. And I’ll sit alone, on my couch, the black fan nearby oscillating, and I’ll drink in more than the water resting at the coffee table. God is here. And He encouraged me.